tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post5527743516433554920..comments2023-03-30T05:42:56.560-04:00Comments on Thinking Miracles: Taking a break can be good for the soul...and the waistline.Heidihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01255761377110288320noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-16245050402025596412009-04-07T06:38:00.000-04:002009-04-07T06:38:00.000-04:00I'm glad you're back but I'm sorry you've been str...I'm glad you're back but I'm sorry you've been struggling so much.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-55569430425467480882009-03-27T09:35:00.000-04:002009-03-27T09:35:00.000-04:00I am thrilled that you are getting to be so happy ...I am thrilled that you are getting to be so happy again. Congrats on getting into those favorite pants.<BR/><BR/>Hoping and praying the next cycle works for you. You and Jenn are going to be phenomenal parents.Kristinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10791317184998122691noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-35339463249688886872009-03-27T09:22:00.000-04:002009-03-27T09:22:00.000-04:00Here from the round-up. IUIs are rough. Really, re...Here from the round-up. IUIs are rough. Really, really rough. Most people I know have had to take a break after a few failed IUIs. They are very draining and uncertain. <BR/><BR/>I was able to fit into my favorite jeans too after a break. Not sure it'll happen again, but it sure boosted my self-esteem.<BR/><BR/>Good luck!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-55018254583084597812009-03-24T11:15:00.000-04:002009-03-24T11:15:00.000-04:00I'm glad you're feeling a little better. I hope t...I'm glad you're feeling a little better. I hope the light stays with you when you start TTC again.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-65698727039328442222009-03-23T16:43:00.000-04:002009-03-23T16:43:00.000-04:00Heidi, I did not know you were hating yourself. I...Heidi, I did not know you were hating yourself. I'm sorry that you have so much to fight for and against. It's just not right. I am glad you are feeling better and I will be a giant cheerleader when your TTC starts up again.<BR/>Wahoo on fitting into your old pants. That's awesome.Heatherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08129402296408417480noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-92082380391868840672009-03-23T12:06:00.000-04:002009-03-23T12:06:00.000-04:00AHA HA HAH, you had a cute butt before you could f...AHA HA HAH, you had a cute butt before you could fit into those pants! : ) Congratulations on the weight loss, and wanted you to know i'm so proud of you for working so hard to bring YOU back.Bhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05872423359729780527noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-21852226769367671622009-03-22T23:44:00.000-04:002009-03-22T23:44:00.000-04:00I'm glad you and your pants are having some ha...I'm glad you and your pants are having some happy times! It sounds like you're in a much better emotional place now, and I hope that helps make things easier on your journey. The self-hating feelings are understandable, but entirely undeserved, and I hope someday you will know that for real. <3Betseeeehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04306554975923573840noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-24010547198323939882009-03-22T19:31:00.000-04:002009-03-22T19:31:00.000-04:00It is so good to read this and to hear you soundin...It is so good to read this and to hear you sounding and feeling better and stronger. Yay for fitting into those jeans. I hope your next trip on the ttc train takes you straight to parentville. Lots of love.tbeanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06845011825238450567noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-58857190004772650742009-03-21T09:59:00.000-04:002009-03-21T09:59:00.000-04:00Heidi, I'm so happy you're so happy! I know exact...Heidi, I'm so happy you're so happy! <BR/><BR/>I know exactly what you mean by feeling like you let Jenn down. I felt like such a failure. I know none of it was my fault, but how can you help feeling that way, ya know? But it's not your fault.IrishNYChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06812442733783210826noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-76428942414668274712009-03-20T19:34:00.000-04:002009-03-20T19:34:00.000-04:00You are great! I am so happy for you and your pant...You are great! I am so happy for you and your pants!Theresahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05484693632857921416noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-41142273175016626652009-03-20T18:07:00.000-04:002009-03-20T18:07:00.000-04:00Oh, Heidi. I know that dark place so well. I sti...Oh, Heidi. I know that dark place so well. I still mourn the time Hubby & I lost together because I felt so undeserving of his attention and love.<BR/><BR/><BR/>I'm glad to hear your back . . . and in your favorite pants!!Jamiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11509124764568535676noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-92008123323575973182009-03-20T10:07:00.000-04:002009-03-20T10:07:00.000-04:00I'm so glad to hear from you. I had been wondering...I'm so glad to hear from you. I had been wondering about where you were with the TTC journey. Congrats on the weight loss, and even more importantly on feeling better and getting to a better place in your relationship. Lots of love and hope for you when you are ready to start again.Lizziehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18142542414035866385noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-57513971277954909812009-03-20T10:06:00.000-04:002009-03-20T10:06:00.000-04:00Yeah for happy pants!!!(and a much better state of...Yeah for happy pants!!!<BR/><BR/>(and a much better state of mind)<BR/><BR/>I hope you can hold onto that good feeling that you have found.Donnahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05054869953538170225noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-55298534402119136952009-03-20T09:53:00.000-04:002009-03-20T09:53:00.000-04:00I am so sorry that you have been deeply struggling...I am so sorry that you have been deeply struggling. It does sound like you have a bounce in your step. Congrats on the weight loss! What an amazing feeling to help maintain sanity during the freaking rollercoaster of ttc!!!!Jenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00835693578901841251noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-89823292393846730362009-03-20T09:37:00.000-04:002009-03-20T09:37:00.000-04:00Hoooray. I'll keep hoping and praying for you, you...Hoooray. <BR/><BR/>I'll keep hoping and praying for you, you and jen are going to make amazing parents.Mrs. Spithttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03386820063407910064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-70738282844339300862009-03-20T09:27:00.000-04:002009-03-20T09:27:00.000-04:00congrats on getting into your favorite jeans!! :)i...congrats on getting into your favorite jeans!! :)<BR/><BR/>i am going to be cheering SO loudly for you as you start ttc again. sounds like you are in a really good place emotionally to get back on the ttc-wagon, and that is so very important.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460629623341461214.post-45989551138531198882009-03-20T08:28:00.000-04:002009-03-20T08:28:00.000-04:00I spent so much time hating myself for killing our...<I>I spent so much time hating myself for killing our children that I couldn't let her look at me. I felt like I let her down. I know that isn't true. I knew it then too...but couldn't get my heart to believe it.</I><BR/><BR/>God, I know that feeling so well.<BR/><BR/>So exciting about the pants, though! That's always such a great feeling. :DNhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17157239516168591352noreply@blogger.com