Thursday, September 11, 2008

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A year ago today I got my period. It was cycle day one of the cycle that would bring us Blue.

Today, I've got a sink covered in one lined pee sticks.

This means that there will not be a baby come June 19th 2009 either.

This breaks my heart.

Happy 8 month Birthday Blue.

14 comments:

mulberry said...

i'm so sorry heidi... hugs for your heart that is so very strong that it will survive even this heartbreak.
xo mulberry

Mrs. Spit said...

I'm sorry. I know that it would have been a comfort to be pregnant.

B said...

I apologize (Jenn, that's for you)..this isn't fair, and it's not okay. I love you both and will continue to hpe that you will have a baby of your own very soon.

Estee said...

Oh Heidi, I am so very sorry. You and Jenn are in my thoughts today. (((hugs)))

halfadozen said...

I am so sorry... I know how very very dissapointed you must be... Big hugs from here...

Lizzie said...

Oh, honey. I'm so sorry. I don't know what else to say and feel useless. Lots of love.

word to your mother(s) said...

I am so very sorry, Heidi. There is nothing I can say that would be adequate, so I am just sending my love and support to you and Jenn.

Chris said...

Oh gosh, Heidi - I'm so sorry.

Anonymous said...

Heidi (and Jenn), just thinking of you. I am so sorry.- Beth (LA)

insertmetaphor said...

I'm so sorry - that sucks so much.

tbean said...

Why does the world keep giving you shit when you have already had more than your share? Join me as I talk about this an other unanswerable questions like: WHY IS THE WORLD SO FUCKING UNFAIR?@?@? over at babysteps.

xoxo

Kim said...

I'm so sorry!

JamieD said...

I'm so sorry, hun. This whole things sucks monkey balls.

eggdance said...

I am so sorry. I am thinking of both of you and sending lots of love.