Thursday, May 1, 2008

Not good news.

Last night I started spotting brown. Everyone says not to worry when it is brown spotting. It's normal. Once, around 11 I had a bit of red spotting. Not even a lot.

At my blood draw Michelle said again...brown spotting is perfectly normal, happens in 50% of pregnancies.

Went to Jenn's doctor's appointment, Dr. Stabler, who doubles as my ob. Perfectly normal.

But...the beta came back at only 102. It's over. Apparently brown spotting isn't always perfectly normal.

If I don't start really bleeding by Tuesday, call.

Or, when I'm done bleeding, call.

Lots of tests will be run to see if they can figure out what is wrong with me, why can't I keep the babies alive.

Thank you for cheering me on, and for all the good wishes and thoughts the last two weeks. Thank you.

We love you Honeydew!!

41 comments:

B said...

We love you Heidi and Jenn. I'm so sorry. Please let me know if there is anything I can do.

Anonymous said...

We love Honeydew too. I'm so, so sorry. We are thinking of you.

Kirsten

Merr said...

Oh No! I am so sorry guys. I have so been there and it sucks. Thinking of you!!! {{HUGS}}

Chris said...

Oh Heidi, I'm so, so very sorry!!! You and Jenn (and Honeydew) will be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you get some answers SOON!

laura said...

Delurking with nothing but love and a shoulder to lean on-
Wanted to let you know I had a similar problem related to clotting problems.
All my best thoughts for you all-
Laura

Estee said...

lots of hugs, Heidi and Jenn.

The Milk Maid said...

So so so sorry! Dang it!!

Deena said...

I am so sorry...

knockeddownbutnotup said...

I am so sorry. Words can't really help at this time. You are in our thoughts.

We believe in miracles too.

Blondie said...

Heidi & Jenn, I'm so sorry. Hoping you find answers soon.

Inlocoparentis said...

So, so sorry.

j.k-c. said...

So sorry. No words.
(((hugs)))

A said...

I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you both. (((hugs)))

Beth said...

So sorry. My thoughts & prayers are with you. Hopefully the doctors will be able to figure out what the hell is going on to give you guys some peace in at least knowing.

Marcy "meg" said...

I came to you from B's blog... I am so very sorry for your loss.

eggdance said...

Shit! I am so sorry-- please take good care of each other. I'm sending lots of love your way.

Fiddle1 said...

De-lurking to tell you how very sorry I am. So sorry.

Lizzie said...

Oh no. I'm so sorry. Too much pain for you. Not fair. Sending love. Take care.

tbean said...

My heart aches for you.
So so sorry.

R said...

I"m so very sorry.

Michell said...

I'm so sorry.

Kim said...

OMG! I am so sorry friends. My heart is breaking. Please know that I am here anytime you need anything.

I pray comfort and healing find their way to you.

kperry@williamsburgva.gov

Robbie said...

Well fuck. That's all I have to say about that. Much love to you and yours.

Erin said...

So sorry for your news.

Edward Alexander said...

I am not terribly familiar with your ttc journey but I wanted to just say I am so sorry for your loos. I don't know wha tyour plan is but I hope that some day soon you are able to add a baby to your family.

JamieD said...

I am so, so sorry. You and Jenn will be in my thoughts. Sending hugs your way . . .

vee said...

Oh shit. So sorry.

KatieM said...

Oh hun.....I am just so so sorry. Hugs to both you and Jenn. =(

singletracey said...

I am so sorry. I hate that you are going through this. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

giggleblue said...

i'm really sorry to hear this... you will be in my thoughts!

Jen said...

I am so sorry. You will all be in my thoughts.

Ahuva Batya said...

Oh Heidi, I'm crying. Truly crying. I'm so sorry.

Annie said...

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I have been three times now and it just sucks. ((hug))

BB and MTB said...

So sorry to hear the news.

Newt said...

I'm so sorry for the loss of little honeydew. Take good care.

LKC said...

Sending lots of love and hugs your way...

JuliaS said...

I am so sorry.

shinejil said...

I'm sorry about your loss, Heidi.

Isn't it pretty to think so said...

I am so so sorry. Sending you hugs and thoughts and prayers. I am here for you.

Cibele said...

I am so sorry. I;ve been there and I understand your pain

Hugs

Trish said...

Shit.
Shit shit shit.
I'm so sorry..
I hate the advice about spotting. I had a missed m/c the first time.. no blood at all. The 2nd time, it was all brown.

This time, I've had pink, red etc... and THIS time has been the time everything has been okay. I think they make shit up.

I'm truly sorry for your loss..

Trish