Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Where have you been?

Why haven't you been here reading my every post, hanging on every word I tell you about my symptoms during the second week of the two week wait?? Why haven't you been staring at the pictures of my pee sticks helping me decipher if I'm seeing things there or not?

Oh, cause I haven't updated? Fine, you are forgiven, since that is a very good reason.

So, my symptoms, they have, of course, been a plenty, because you know me, anything could mean I am pregnant.

Pictures of the pee sticks, ain't gonna happen, cause if those imaginary lines I'm seeing are there, they won't transfer to film. Loser lines.

I actually haven't peed on a stick at all today. I'm tired of having to squat and pee in a cup, so I have taken the day off. Tomorrow is my scheduled beta, I can go in anytime from 7:30am-10:00am. I will wake up at 7am and pee on one last stick. If that stick shows me two real lines that I don't have to squint, bend, twist and stand on my head to see, I will go in for bloodwork.

If there is one single solitary line (which I think will be the case).I will turn off the lights and go back to bed.

9 comments:

B said...

HMM, I'd still go in for the beta. You never believe it when you're pregnant.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I am seconding the going in for a beta regardless. Even if you have regrets on the other end. I think not going in leaves too many questions open.

eggdance said...

I'm so glad you updated! I've been checking in every day to see how your tww is going!

I am hoping that this is the cycle for you!

I Believe in Miracles said...

Ack -- Hope your beta goes well!! Love that post. It was super funny. I would have been hanging on every word... except I just found your blog on L&F. :o)
Good luck today!!

Chris said...

You know I'm rooting for you, Heidi!

And regarding your post on the board yesterday, sometimes that facade is all that gets you through the day. And that's okay - you have plenty of people that are being strong for you. You're entitled to a bad day/week/month - be gentle to yourself, you've been through a lot.

JamieD said...

THAT'S why I haven't been hanging on your every word! Humph, I was having a hard time figuring it out myself.

I think you should go for your beta . . . you never know . . .

Alex said...

I think you should go in no matter what. When I was pregnant with my son, I POAS in the am and it was very clearly a single line (and believe me, I am good at hallucinating that second one). And I went in for the beta anyway and it came back 111!!!! I was shocked and awed and now I have a 2 1/2 year old....

I send heaps of babydust your way!

Chris said...

Stalking for an update...

Travelher and Pufferfish said...

So? Sooooo?!?! We need an update woman! Oh, I hope it's a positive beta for you.