Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I didn't go.

I'm not in a good place emotionally. I couldn't have taken that call telling me no, I'm not pregnant. The stark white pee stick was hard enough to see.

I'm going back to bed now.

16 comments:

Travelher and Pufferfish said...

Oh Honey. I'm so, so, so sorry.
I don't know what else to say. Be good to yourself.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

Sweetie, I'm sorry. I just wanted to give you a hug.

On My Way to Fertility said...

Sending good thoughts your way.
Take good care of you!!!

eggdance said...

I wish I could give you a big hug right now. I'm right there with you, weepy and angry and mostly just sad for both of us.

I'm sorry--

Chris said...

Oh Heidi... I'm so sorry.

B said...

i'm sorry sweetie.

Brina said...

Just wanted to send some cyber hugz to you Heidi! *hugz*

Martha said...

Here from Lost and Found, so sorry for you. (Hug)

Bree said...

Thinking about you.

You did the best, sanest thing for you, skipping the beta. I hope that you can/will be very gentle with yourself over the next few days.

Anonymous said...

i'm sorry too. :(

kirsten

JamieD said...

I'm so sorry, Heidi. I hope you had a good sleep . . .

Isn't it pretty to think so said...

so so sorry. i'm in a shitty place now, too. let me know if you want to vent. thinking of you.

The Angry IF said...

(((((((((HUGS)))))))))))

I'm doing the same treatments you are, Clomid+IUI. I know how you feel. You're not alone.

dakota said...

Sigh. Sending you a keylime flamingo hug. Why? Because someone has to love a keylime flamingo too;)
Corny but true.
You are in my thoughts...
xoD

Kim said...

I'm so sorry :o(

(hugs)

Come ride a roller coaster with me?

Lizzie said...

Damn! So sorry. I've been out of town, was so hoping that you were going to get your BFP this month. Hugs.