I'm not in a good place emotionally. I couldn't have taken that call telling me no, I'm not pregnant. The stark white pee stick was hard enough to see.
This blog started as a way to share my pregnancy with our friends and families. We've lost our precious Blueberry and Honeydew but refuse to quit. We have so much love to give a child, we will someday hold our baby. We believe in miracles...
I am a lover of all things tacky. I have a collection of way over 1,000 flamingos, because someone has to love them. I am a dork, and love it! I can hold a grudge like you wouldn't believe, but hate myself for it every minute. I love working in the tourist industry, but you will catch me complaining about the crazy ones, and there are lots of them out there. Most importantly, I am a mother. No, I can't show you pictures of my baby, but I am still a mother.
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Follow that Cycle
5/23/09-Cycle Day 1
Taking a break for a few months, please try again later.
TTC Timeline
Prior to 1/07-It was before we sought professional help (RE) and we don't really talk about that part--you wanna know more? email me heidimingo at gmail dot com
1/07-First Appointment with RE 1/07-Diagnosed with Hypothyroidism start treatment 5/07 finally get Hypothyroid problem under control. 5/07-100mg clomid, test with opk's, IUI-BFN 6/07-100mg clomid, test with opk's, IUI-BFN 7/07-100mg clomid, test with opk's, IUI-BFN 8/07-100mg clomid, test with opk's, missed ovulation. 9/07-100mg clomid, ultrasound monitoring, trigger shot, IUI-BFP 1/11/08-Miscarriage at 17 weeks, our precious Blue 2/08-3/08-time off to heal uterus 4/08-100mg clomid, ultrasound monitoring, trigger shot, IUI-BFP 5/08-Miscarriage at 5weeks. 6/08-100mg clomid, ultrasound monitoring, trigger shot, IUI-BFN 7/08-100mg clomid, ultrasound monitoring, trigger shot, IUI-BFN 8/08-100mg clomid, ultrasound monitoring, trigger shot, IUI-BFN 9/08-Cycle off-starting injectables 10/08-Lupron, Follistim, ultrasound monitoring, trigger short, 2 IUI's, progesterone suppositories, progesterone still to low, start PIO shots...BFN 11/08-6/09-Taking a break
16 comments:
Oh Honey. I'm so, so, so sorry.
I don't know what else to say. Be good to yourself.
Sweetie, I'm sorry. I just wanted to give you a hug.
Sending good thoughts your way.
Take good care of you!!!
I wish I could give you a big hug right now. I'm right there with you, weepy and angry and mostly just sad for both of us.
I'm sorry--
Oh Heidi... I'm so sorry.
i'm sorry sweetie.
Just wanted to send some cyber hugz to you Heidi! *hugz*
Here from Lost and Found, so sorry for you. (Hug)
Thinking about you.
You did the best, sanest thing for you, skipping the beta. I hope that you can/will be very gentle with yourself over the next few days.
i'm sorry too. :(
kirsten
I'm so sorry, Heidi. I hope you had a good sleep . . .
so so sorry. i'm in a shitty place now, too. let me know if you want to vent. thinking of you.
(((((((((HUGS)))))))))))
I'm doing the same treatments you are, Clomid+IUI. I know how you feel. You're not alone.
Sigh. Sending you a keylime flamingo hug. Why? Because someone has to love a keylime flamingo too;)
Corny but true.
You are in my thoughts...
xoD
I'm so sorry :o(
(hugs)
Come ride a roller coaster with me?
Damn! So sorry. I've been out of town, was so hoping that you were going to get your BFP this month. Hugs.
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