Tuesday, November 11, 2008

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I had a work problem this morning and had to cancel my beta. Which is fine with me honestly. I hate that phone call. I know I am not pregnant. Yes, there are women out there who can wait for the beta...not me. I've been peeing on lots of sticks and other than that one perfectly beautiful evap line, I've got nuffin. And I am somehow not freaking out. Yes, we only have one more shot, but all is well. With or without children Jenn and I are going to have a wonderfully happy forever. That is the one thing in this world that I know for certain.

Jenn is waiting for a phone call back from the fertility center for instructions of what to do. I really am hoping that don't still make me come in for the beta. I hate that phone call, really really hate it.

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6 comments:

Chris said...

Oh poop.

I'm so sorry :-(

tbean said...

((((Heidi))))

I heart you.

big love.

Karen said...

I am sorry to hear the news. =(

B said...

Love you girls. I hate that phone call too. Thinking of you both lots today.

Travelher and Pufferfish said...

Oh dear, I'm so terribly sorry. I know how much weight you put on this one and how much pain with the needles you had to go through. Take care of yourself.

JamieD said...

I am so sorry . . . I hate that phone call, too. It is almost insulting to have someone tell me what I already know.